Have You Ever?

I was having drinks with a friend yesterday night and we were talking bout relationships and girls(in his case) and he said something a bit out of ordinary for a guy for a guy to admit. He said he will give anything to feel that “LOVING” feeling all over again, even though it felt like CRAP after that. He was totally infatuated with this girl and he was trying to explain the feeling to me. I thought he was quite sweet to say so. And I TOTALLY UNDERSTAND he meant. I was HURT terribly recently but even all that horror I went through, I will NOW (don’t even begin to ask me why) I will do it ALL OVER AGAIN to feel that way. The down was REALLY bad… but do we ever learn?

But then again, I tried to think of the WORSE of the times I was feeling… am I so stupid to go through that all over again? Sentimental love fool me, I THINK yes…

What do you think?

Boo, You There?

I went on dates with a few different guys recently and they are very different in terms of age, personality, character and different industry of jobs. But you know, I use to love doing this, meet new people get to know each other, I guess I still do, but sometimes it’s so tiring. So VERY TIRING it’s not funny. The whole process is just too long.

I recently came with up with a possible theory that maybe I should date a long time friend. That way I am already ahead once I start. This person probably has same friends as I do, do similar activities, like similar things among other stuffs. So that makes it all easier doesn’t it?

2nd theory, date the next random dude that I meet, Wow,… bit risky isn’t it? The last one is even more bizarre! Date a girl! Er… this is me here telling you I am not bi-sexual. Had to fill up 3 theories. So came up with this random one. J

So really tell me what you think… because I feel that the first option is my short cut to finding my possible Boo. Lol… So really, like the Chris Brown song says, I can’t be the only one out there, I BET you there’s HEARTS all over the WORLD tonight. I need to believe in something right?

Follow Up Post!

This is a little bit delayed. But this post is to explain WHY I posted up the last post. It’s the lyrics of a song by Chris Brown. It's one of my favourite songs and I find it very meaningful. I know it’s an upbeat R&B song and half of you are wondering if I am shallow or something to find this meaningful, but I tried reading a little deeper into it.

So you see, he is singing bout how he misses his boo(I think it’s derived from beau) and how great she is. He also expresses that he feels that he doesn’t need anything, whether it was money or material things when he is with her. He also emphasizes this “in love” feeling he is feeling that is so great that there has to be other out there who are experiencing the same way.

So basically, I can relate to the feeling where nothing matters when you are so into a relationship and the feeling is so deep and so intense you feel like you are on top of the world. Also the other thing I am very touched about was the fact he BELIEVES that there is LOVE out there. Do you get me? I tried explaining this to some other people.

I could really relate to this song. Maybe I needed to believe that there is… There is STILL LOVE OUT THERE…

Where are you Boo?

Break through night for new posting :) Thanks ZEWT! You are my inspiration to continue writing :)

This is dedicated to all the lovers in love in the world out there and a special dedication to "you know who are"... the truth is I MISS YOU... and for the rest of you out there who's in love, keep believing in it...

I need you boo
I gotta see you boo
And there's hearts all over the world tonight
Said there's hearts all over the world tonight
I need you boo
I gotta see you boo
And there's hearts all over the world tonight
Said there's hearts all over the world tonight

Hey lil mama, ooh you're a stunner
Hot little figure, yes you a winner, and
I'm so glad to be yours
You're a class of your own and
Ooh little cutie, when you talk to me
I swear the whole world stops
You're my sweetheart and
I'm so glad that you're mine
You are one of a kind, and
You mean to me what I mean to you
And together baby there is nothing we won't do

'Cause if I got you
I don't need money
I don't need cars
Girl you're my heart

And oh, I'm into you and
Girl no one else would do
With every kiss and every hug
You make me fall in love
And now I know I can't be the only one
I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of their life who feel
What I feel when I'm with you, with you, with you, with you, with you... girl
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you... Oh girl

I don't want nobody else
Without you there's noone left, and
You're like Jordans on Saturday
I gotta have you and I cannot wait now
Hey lil shorty, say you care for me
You know I care for you
You know that I will be true
You know that I won't lie
You know that I will try
Be your everything

'Cause if I got you
I don't need money
I don't need cars
Girl you're my heart

Oh, I'm into you and
Girl no one else would do
With every kiss and every hug
You make me fall in love
And now I know I can't be the only one
I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of their life who feel
What I feel when I'm with you, with you, with you, with you, with you... ohhh
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you... Yeah

And I will never try
To deny that you are my whole life
'Cause if you ever let me go
I would die so I won't run
I don't need another woman
I just need you or nothing
'Cause if I got that
Then I'll be straight
Baby you're the best part of my day

I need you booI gotta see you boo
And there's hearts all over the world tonight
Said there's hearts all over the world tonight
They need their boo
They gotta see their boo
Said there's hearts all over the world tonight
Hearts all over the world tonight

And oh, I'm into you and
Girl no one else would do
With every kiss and every hug
You make me fall in love
And now I know I can't be the only one
I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of their life who feel
What I feel when I'm with you, with you, with you, with you, with you... ohhh(girl)
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you... ohhh
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you...
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you...
Baby yeah



P.S. - For me, pls substitute the girlS and sheS and womanS with a MALE replacement. Lol...

New Year New Resolutions and New Disappointments

The entry below is a wee bit outdated, however I am back on my feet with my blog and should see more regular frequent updates. :)

I have been BAD in 2007, neglecting my dear blog. I am going to try to be more diligent this year and maintain my blog regularly. As every year that pass, in December I will come up with a list of resolutions and goals which I want to achieve or do the following year and MOST of the time, I dun even achieve HALF of them. But given my GUNG-HO-ness I still come up with a mini list every year, some things replicate from the year before cause I don’t see to get to do it or achieve it. I read in Zewt’s(whom I had the pleasure to meet over the a Christmas party I was invited to, but this is another story) blog regarding the send a letter to yourself at the beginning of the year and get your friend to send it back to you at the end of the year. At least this way I can keep track of what I said and whether I did it or not

I usually type my blogs in a word document first then later will post it up. Sometimes I would have typed a post halfway left it in my computer for a few days/weeks before attending to it again. So this is my confession, at this very moment that I am typing this it is at least more than 1 month has passed since I started this particular post. This SHOULD be one of my new year’s resolutions to at least be diligent to finish what I started and of course take good care of my dear old blog.

The year started with a few disappointments namely a job role I didn’t want to start off with, some boy problems, a pay cut(not really a pay cut, but my percentage of fix vs variable shifted), and very OVERMHELMING new boss and a few others too minor to mention. I am however learning to adapt to take and handle whatever life throws my way and look at it positively. I assure you, that you will hear from me regularly from here onwards. *fingers crossed*