Friday, May 16, 2008

Have You Ever?

I was having drinks with a friend yesterday night and we were talking bout relationships and girls(in his case) and he said something a bit out of ordinary for a guy for a guy to admit. He said he will give anything to feel that “LOVING” feeling all over again, even though it felt like CRAP after that. He was totally infatuated with this girl and he was trying to explain the feeling to me. I thought he was quite sweet to say so. And I TOTALLY UNDERSTAND he meant. I was HURT terribly recently but even all that horror I went through, I will NOW (don’t even begin to ask me why) I will do it ALL OVER AGAIN to feel that way. The down was REALLY bad… but do we ever learn?

But then again, I tried to think of the WORSE of the times I was feeling… am I so stupid to go through that all over again? Sentimental love fool me, I THINK yes…

What do you think?

Thursday, May 8, 2008

Boo, You There?

I went on dates with a few different guys recently and they are very different in terms of age, personality, character and different industry of jobs. But you know, I use to love doing this, meet new people get to know each other, I guess I still do, but sometimes it’s so tiring. So VERY TIRING it’s not funny. The whole process is just too long.

I recently came with up with a possible theory that maybe I should date a long time friend. That way I am already ahead once I start. This person probably has same friends as I do, do similar activities, like similar things among other stuffs. So that makes it all easier doesn’t it?

2nd theory, date the next random dude that I meet, Wow,… bit risky isn’t it? The last one is even more bizarre! Date a girl! Er… this is me here telling you I am not bi-sexual. Had to fill up 3 theories. So came up with this random one. J

So really tell me what you think… because I feel that the first option is my short cut to finding my possible Boo. Lol… So really, like the Chris Brown song says, I can’t be the only one out there, I BET you there’s HEARTS all over the WORLD tonight. I need to believe in something right?